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Old 24th July 2011
Ninguem Ninguem is offline
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Yes, it's me.
I'll probably need to up my dosage soon or get another medication. The second is more likely to happen than the first. I enjoy using the BSD systems; however, rI'm not going to know when I will become unstable. Called a brother of mine a few times today. Told him that I am sorry. I told him to go away. I told him to call me back.
I spazzed on the job recently when people joked with me and became overly emotional.

Oh, good news. I saw the inside of Perdue's data center. A few Z series with amd64/i386 boxes with AIX running the show. Nice.

I don't want to be excused because of how I am.

With the last private message, I've realized what others think of me. Once I had fear that people believed I was worthles and no one liked me. My fears are relieved because I know that many do not like me, despise me, and are just tolerant as a way of saying, "Go to Hell!"

I regret closing my account yet I am glad I did because people were finally honest with me.

Do I enjoy this forum? Yes.
Do I enjoy playing with the systems and trying to help out with different projects? You betcha
Am I ever going to be stable enough to function normally? I doubt it.

I think I do a good job setting up tutorials for the new user. maybe.
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